Yes into the fire I went, only thing is for years I didn’t recognize it was the dark night of the soul. I knew it had something to do with the pain I carried for years in my body, trying to fight it off thinking that it was some sort of evil curse due to something I’ve done in the past. The more I fight it, the more intense it becomes until I’m completely exhausted and don’t see the point of going on. I gave up and let it burn knowing that I will not last much longer and I’m prepared to leave this crazy life. Not only physically but mentally I’m embarrassed that I’ve turned into such a sorry state. I learned the anger inside was not so much about what others had done to me but what I allowed them to.
Thank you for sharing your story Keri. It shines a light on my path and by complete acceptance, I’m claiming new life henceforth.
Blessings.