This may be the most obvious fact but you know Jesse, none of us are willing to accept it point blank. As human, we always feel we can outsmart life and prove it wrong. Well, of course it's someone's fault. Of course it's my right to have such and such. It's not until we quiet down and take the time to reflect, do we realise the answer, the power we seek resides within us all along. Thanks so much for sharing your journey. I believe we continue to get better with every step forward. Blessings!