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I Trusted You, And That’s My Fault
Trust doesn’t just happen
Sometimes people forget that trust doesn’t just happen. You need to prove you’re trustworthy before others want to open up and connect. You’d have to show them you genuinely care.
I thought you did. You told me it’s okay to open my heart. Let it flow freely like a river coursing my way through the land without fear of holding back. You encouraged me to catch the gust of wind and ride it because there’s freedom in expressing my authentic self. You said those who are fearful, cautious, and self-repressed aren’t living at all.
Life is an uphill climb. Despite my best effort to stand tall, I crawl through the muddy trenches of life on certain days. It’s hard to step beyond my comfort zone when the fire of courage fizzles out. Vulnerability is a dangerous game.
Yet, you advised me never to feel ashamed of my emotions. When life trips me up, having someone share the load is comforting. You assured me you cared.
Your presence is likened to a breath of fresh air because it made me feel safe. I took a chance. With a lump forming in my throat, I shut my eyes and leapt. All the seconds in life…
